The Quest For Fulfilment
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© Copyright, Grantley Morris, 1985-1996.
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I say it with tears: relative to our enormous potential in Christ,
most, perhaps all of us live stunted, malformed lives. As we enter
the second half of our exploration of barriers to ministry, it's
easy for the eye to glide over our growing list without the significance
hitting us. Almost certainly, somewhere in the completed list
will be the very reason, or combination of reasons, why you and
I lack the fulfilment we crave. As you read, keep praying for
a revelation.
We have identified the need to:
* be true to our individual call
* recognise our utter dependence upon God
* mature in Christian character
* enter new spiritual realms
* be correctly integrated into the body of Christ
* persist in faith-filled prayer
* take pleasure in humble tasks
* realise service has nothing to do with earning God's favour
* ensure devotion to ministry does not mutate into idolatry
* acknowledge the possibility of God's discipline.
With so many possible responses required of us, it's a relief
to know the ball is sometimes the other side the net. The delay
is not always our responsibility. Let's flick through the Bible
for insight into this.
Gideon's army of thirty-two thousand had to dwindle to a mere
three hundred before God could use them. (Judges 7:2-8) A susceptibility
to pride was apparently the problem. In Gideon's case, however,
the snag probably stretched beyond any personal weakness to that
of the whole of Israel. (Judges 7:2) We'd have to live on another
planet not to know that even the sporting victories of a few citizens
can send an entire nation giddy with conceit. For Israel's sake,
God refused to move until the danger of arrogance was removed
from the spectators as well as the heroes.
Even if we know God deserves all the credit for our success,
it may be too early for observers to be convinced. We are not
the only ones who receive God's loving consideration.
Jesus' deliberate delay in ministering to Lazarus transformed
what would have been just another healing into arguably his greatest
miracle. (John 11:3-6, 14-15; 12:9-11) If God moved too soon,
he could be robbed of glory he deserves, and onlookers bereft
of a special blessing.
Consider Abraham's long wait for Isaac's conception. (Hebrews
11:11-12) The passing of each barren year made it increasingly
obvious that the birth would be an act of God. Abraham might have
been ready years before, but the delay turned the common event
of fathering a child into an inspiring story that has retained
its power for thousands of years. His example lifts the faith
of Christians, even in our sophisticated era. The delay was perhaps
more because of our need for a stimulus to faith than because
of any need in Abraham.
You, too, can inspire others. So don't be surprised if, like Abraham,
the passage of time seems to be making ministry increasingly unlikely.
You are a child of Abraham. (Romans 4:16-17; 9:8; Galatians 3:7,14)
Like father, like son.
God is moving, not just in our lives, but in every part of an
exquisitely intricate mosaic. When all is complete, his artistry
will be revealed.
Stand by for a miracle.
For centuries, Israel's appropriation of the promised land was
blocked. It was beyond their control: they had to wait until 'the
iniquity of the Amorites was full'. (Genesis 15:13,16)
That time finally arrived and Joshua was ready. But forty years
limped by before he could begin Canaan's conquest. His mission
was mothballed because of the sins of his people. (Numbers 14)
And while he was waiting, he couldn't even begin his vocation
as leader of Israel. This, too, was outside his control. Moses
was still alive and Israel needed only one leader. (Joshua 1:1-2)
So what was he doing during this time? Elisha, centuries later,
was known as the man who poured water on Elijah's hands. (2 Kings
3:11; 1 Kings 19:21b) Joshua, too, might have been little more
than servant to the man of God. (Numbers 11:28a; Joshua 1:1) No
matter how valuable and potentially satisfying this service was,
I suspect he sensed a niggling emptiness about it. He was marked
for other things. But the time would come when all the pieces
were divinely fitted. He could then triumphantly assume the role
he was born for.
Like Joshua, we can be ready, yet have to wait for others. Like
Job, we can be mature, dedicated Christians and yet be buffeted
by undeserved adversity.
Satanic opposition hampered Daniel's ministry. He had sought a
revelation. Heaven was silent. Though uncertain about what was
happening, Daniel fought on in prayer and fasting, day after day.
Heaven's reply had been dispatched on angel's wings, but evil
powers blockaded it. When the celestial courier finally arrived,
he revealed he had been engaged in heaven's answer to Star Wars.
(Daniel 10:12-13) Spiritual powers had been locked in supernatural
combat. For twenty-one earth-days the battle raged. Perhaps the
weapons used defy our comprehension, but I believe a deciding
factor was something we know a little about - the impassioned
prayers of a man who longed to serve God. With the resolve of
a marathon winner, Daniel prayed on and on and on. Had he accepted
the hold-up as heaven's final answer, the enemy might have successfully
intercepted the prophetic message.
With Satan lusting after our ministries like a crazed beast, we
either pray or are preyed upon.
The presence of obvious physical reasons for our problems does
not reduce the likelihood that they are shots fired from the spirit
world. Paul faced enough natural dangers to seize anyone's attention
- wild seas, infected wounds, bandits - yet he focused on spiritual
battle.
Humanists imagine they have suddenly become incredibly smart,
being able to discern physical and psychological reasons for phenomena.
They have actually become incredibly thick, being able to see
nothing but the blatantly obvious. Paul's words stick with appalling
accuracy: 'Professing to be wise, they became fools.' (Romans
1:22) Don't catch their blindness.
Though Paul regularly bled at the hands of human opponents, he
insisted that our fight is not with people but with spiritual
powers. (Ephesians 6:12) His gospel threatened the livelihood,
pride and traditions of thousands. Wherever he looked, human reasons
for his struggle glared at him. Yet he saw the human component
of his conflict as inconsequential. Either Paul was a fruitloop
or we clash with the non-physical realm more than most of us suppose.
Foot-sloggers are no match for the prince of the power of the
air. If we neglect prayer, dark forces will forever sabotage our
labours; our attempts to attack their kingdom will never get off
the ground. Join the prayer force. A defiant fist amuses Satan.
An uplifted hand terrifies him. Prayer will shoot him down.
Prayer is fearsome ammunition. Without a canon, however, even
the deadliest ammunition cannot pound the enemy. For faith-packed
prayer to reach its full ferocity it must be used in conjunction
with two other aspects of spiritual warfare. One aspect - legality
- is automatic for the born again warrior. It is the other - authoritative
aggression - where many of us falter. Add this to prayer and you
have an arsenal against which the combined forces of hell are
reduced to a cringing rabble of terrified wimps.
If undesirables have moved into our house, it is insufficient
to establish that their action is unlawful. Nor is it enough to
complete an assertiveness training course. Confirming our legal
standing and strengthening our resolve to enforce our rights are
both vital steps, but it is futile to stop here. We must actually
evict the squatters.
Our spiritual union establishes the illegality of Satan's move
against us. Without this, as the sons of Sceva discovered, good
intentions and pious or aggressive ranting achieves nothing. (Acts
19:13-17)
In addition, we need prayer to build us up, empowering us for
spiritual confrontation. We often so focus on Paul's itemisation
of the armour in his classic on spiritual combat that we forget
it culminates in 'praying always with all prayer and supplication
in the Spirit'. (Ephesians 6:18) The disciples, bewildered by
their inability to expel a demon, needed Jesus' revelation that
there is no alternative to prayer. (Mark 9:17-18,28-29) No matter
how intimately they knew Jesus, prayerlessness still meant powerlessness.
Yet with our union with Christ resolving the legal issue and prayer
girding us with divine strength, insidious trespassers will continue
until we enforce our blood-bought rights. Jesus, 'who went about
doing good and healing all who were oppressed of the devil,' (Acts
10:38) not only spent entire nights in prayer, he authoritatively
confronted anti-God forces. Time and again he rebuked opponents
to God's will, be they fevers, storms, demons or whatever. We
must follow his lead.
The Bible opens by affirming that God created humanity to rule.
From the onset, the Lord of hosts delegated authority to man and
woman. (Genesis 1:26-28) Humanity lost much when it lost its innocence,
but with the breaking of sin's curse by the shed blood of the
innocent Son of God, we are again expected to rule, acting like
Jesus in ousting evil hordes.
If you were granted police powers, would you tolerate a law breaker
vandalising a sacred place, or assaulting someone, or molesting
a child? Well aren't you the Spirit's holy sanctuary, part
of Christ's body and God's own child? Is it proper for you to
passively endure an evil assault upon your person? Shouldn't you
be incensed that defeated low-life, whose surrender cost the very
life of the Son of God, would have the audacity to trespass onto
God's turf, insult a work of God and violate a part of Christ's
very body? When opposed by vile spirits, rise with indignation
and enforce your Christ-won authority by ousting those frauds.
When buffeted by malicious powers we are likely to feel as green
and as limp as wilted spinach. We must understand that authority
has nothing to do with how vibrant we feel. A police officer has
as much authority when he is tired as when he is fresh. A bed-ridden
king has more authority than a nobleman in the prime of manhood.
The issue is not how strong we feel, but whether we are bound
to the One granted all authority in heaven and earth.
It was a duel between spiritual super-powers: the false gods of
Egypt versus the one true God. Aaron throws down a rod. The stick
becomes a writhing snake. What a victory - the raw power of God
spectacularly displayed in the very court of Pharaoh. Face it,
Pharaoh, you've backed a loser! Heathen sorcerers step forward.
They drop their rods and each squirms to life. Before Pharaoh's
eyes is Moses' solitary snake, hopelessly outnumbered by the magicians'
slithering brood. (Exodus 7:9-12)
A homeward-bound Levite needed to lodge for the night. Though
a pagan place was more convenient, he chose the security of an
Israelite town. Here he'd sleep peacefully, surrounded by God's
people. But to his horror, he discovered these people, despite
having known God's blessing and his laws, were more depraved than
the heathen. Given half a chance, they would have raped him. They
abused his concubine all night. She was dead by morning. An Israelite
town had slumped to the putrid decadence of Sodom and Gomorrah.
Outraged, the Levite summoned the whole of Israel. God's law was
explicit: those murderous perverts must die. But their tribe refused
to hand them over. The entire tribe was so committed to wickedness
that the Benjamites resolved to fight, if necessary to death,
against the united armies of the whole nation, rather than allow
the execution of God's law.
Greatly disturbed, the faithful sought God. It would have been
tempting to by-pass this step. They were obviously in the right
and the odds were heavily in their favour. Though the Benjamites
had a few skilled fighters, they were their brethren, not some
super-race, and Israel outnumbered them, 400,000 to less than
27,000. But they did the right thing. They consulted God, and
he so approved that he gave them his strategy. On their side was
natural superiority, righteousness, divine approval, and the wisdom
and infinite might of the Lord of hosts. In obedience to their
Lord, they marshalled their forces, high in faith and in the power
of God.
And they were slaughtered. In one day 22,000 of them were slain.
They wept. They prayed. They sought the Lord again. Empowered
by a fresh word from God, they mobilised for the second day. And
18,000 more of them were massacred. (Judges chapters 19-20)
The mighty Son of God came to earth. This was the climax of a
divine plan conceived before the earth was formed, and for millennia
intricately woven into the fabric of human history. It was the
showdown: creature versus Creator, dust versus divinity, filth
versus purity, mortality versus immortality.
And Jesus died.
In Pharaoh's court, occult powers miraculously produce many times
more vipers than God. In the time of the judges, God's forces
are routed by an army of inferior strength. At Calvary, God's
Son is dead.
How I thank God for the Bible! Few other Christian books tell
it as it really is: you can be flowing in the power of God, following
his instructions to the letter in absolute purity and be routed
by Satan's puny forces.
But only for a season.
Moses' rod swallowed up the sorcerers' rods. On the third day,
Israel crushed the Benjamites. Jesus, on the third day, swallowed
up death, having crushed the devil.
Three times Paul's missionary aspirations were blocked. The inspired
account attributes two of the blockages to the Spirit (Acts 16:6-7)
and one to Satan. (Satan's win was minor - Timothy broke through
and Paul ministered by a letter that eventually touched millions
of lives - but nevertheless the devil caused a delay.) (1 Thessalonians
1:1; 2:17-18)
That seems to sum up the possibilities. Ultimately, a bottle-neck
is from God, for our final good, or it's from the Evil One. Either
way, prayer, not tantrums, is the appropriate response. Don't
get mad at the music director, the pastor, or anyone with toenails.
If they have skin, they are not your enemy. (Ephesians 6:12)
Resentment is a deadly heart disease, whether the object of our
ill-feeling is God, the agents he has presently allowed to curb
our ministry, or those who get all the 'lucky' breaks. Harbouring
wrong attitudes undermines God's plans to bless us. And the healing
referred to earlier in the book will continue to elude us.
People engrossed in the joy of Christian service seldom have time
for nitpicking. The ravages of ministry restrictions, however,
cruelly needle us to vent our frustration by criticising other
ministries. Though our accusations will seem justified, they are
probably more an eruption of our own inner turmoil than we realise.
As we writhe in personal torment we could easily squash a work
of God in someone else's life. Be careful. Any fool can crush
a flower, but who can uncrush one?
Criticism is spitting into the wind. 'Give and it shall be given
unto you,' is as fundamental as the law of gravity and it applies
to every area of life. Kindness is a homing pigeon. Anonymous
gifts bear a return address. So will you give - and afterwards
receive - condemnation or encouragement; assistance or hindrance?
Waiting for others
Innocent victim
Star wars
Prayer is not enough
The showdown
When oppressed, bless
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