The Quest For Fulfilment
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When eight Englishmen left for Africa in 1876, they warned their
supporters that the death rate amongst missionaries made it statistically
inevitable that at least one of them would be dead within six
months. All they asked was that others be sent out immediately
to replace the dead. Within a year five had died. By the end of
the second year only one remained. It is a painful fact that missionary
histories are filled with short stories.
Does death mean the death of ministry opportunities? If you spent
years learning Cantonese and Jesus returned before you reached
the mission field, would all that effort be in vain? Allowed to
prowl unchallenged through our cerebral control room, such questions
can sabotage a commitment to long-term ministry goals.
We don't know a lot about the next life. Perhaps Shadrach, Meshach
and Abednego provide a clue. Faithful unto what seemed certain
death, they emerged from Nebuchadnezzar's 'crematorium' with a
greater ministry than ever before. (Daniel 3:28-30) I suggest
this parallels the experience of all who die, faithful to the
end.
My conviction is founded on the belief that, in every sense, we
are Christ's followers. (1 John 3:2; Romans 8:29) Our Forerunner
received a ministry after death far superior to his earthly one.
(Eg, Acts 2:33; 1 Corinthians 15:20, 23-26; Ephesians 1:20-22;
4:8; Philippians 2:8-11; Hebrews 7:24-27; 9:28) If after death
we will receive a superior body like his, and a superior holiness
like his, will we not also receive a superior ministry?
Several servants faithfully served their master, says Jesus' parable.
Given some of their master's wealth, they increased it for him.
Suddenly, their lord returned as king. (No prizes for guessing
what this symbolises.) he praised their efforts.
Can you imagine being praised by the highest authority, the Source
of all wisdom and moral excellence, the King of glory? The very
thought makes my mind cartwheel. It's the ultimate. Words of commendation
from the Perfect One should keep me in bliss for all eternity.
I can conceive no greater honour.
Yet, continues the parable, these dependable custodians received
a further reward. And it was not a retirement plan. They had proved
they could handle responsibility. Putting them to pasture, even
a paradisiacal one, would be a waste.
In this new era, with their lord now ruling the land, they were
promoted from controlling money to controlling entire cities.
(Luke 19:11-19) Found faithful with a little, they were given
much. The king's return had signalled not the end but the commencement
of service even more significant than their previous duties.
Not so the one who hid his gift. He lost everything. (Luke 19:20-27)
Another line of thought also suggests that death opens wider opportunities
than it closes. Cleansed of its sweat and drudgery, work is sheer
joy. It's divine. From Day One God has been at work. (John 5:17;
Matthew 10:29; 1 Corinthians 12:6) Can we enter the Master's joy,
or became more God-like in the age to come, without being immersed
in magnificent assignments?
A teacher asked her class to write about weddings. According to
one child, after the celebrations the happy couple go home to
eat wedding cake. I suspect we are equally naive about our heavenly
honeymoon. Awaiting us in the next life are areas of fulfilment
beyond our dreams.
Heaven is not a celestial retirement village, it's ministry headquarters.
The risen Lord rules from its throne. (Hebrews 7:25; 9:24) Heaven's
angels are 'ministering spirits'. (Hebrews 1:14) Heaven throbs
with activity. Isn't this a glimpse at our future?
I confess confusion over the myriad interpretations of the end
part of the Bible. It is noteworthy, however, that martyrs - who
of all people seem to have had their earthly ministries cut short
- will apparently have unique ministries after death. (Revelation
20:4-6) 'They shall be priests [a ministry word] of God and of
Christ, and shall reign with him [what a way to serve!] a thousand
years'. (Revelation 20:6)
Those who triumph over the tribulation will 'serve him day and
night in his temple'. (Revelation 7:15) 'Serve' implies ministry.
'Day and night' suggests a crammed agenda. The 144,000, says another
passage, will 'follow the Lamb wherever he goes', (Revelation
14:4 (emphasis mine)) suggesting service that is far from static.
We will all have ministries in the age to come. This will include
inconceivable heights of ecstatic worship, probably linked with
music ministries. 'His servants shall serve him ... and they shall
reign for ever and ever.' (Revelation 22:3,5) Worship is ministry,
but surely reigning is also. Revelation implies (Eg, Revelation
2:26-27; 3:22) and Corinthians confirms (Corinthians 6:2-3)
that we will have a role in judging the world and even in judging
angels. (See also 2 Timothy 2:12; Luke 22:29-30; Daniel 7:22)
(Renown Nineteenth Century theologian, Charles Hodge, believes
'judge' is used here in the sense of rulership, (Eg, Ruth 1:1)
ie we will rule the angels - an eternal ministry.)
Yielded to God, our life's work is the unfinished symphony of
an eternal Creator. Death marks the point where the divinely orchestrated
score crescendos through the clouds, bursting into ethereal, endless
stains. We will one day rest from the wearying aspects of service,
but the fulfilling aspects will escalate. So pity not the missionary
candidate who dies before reaching the field. Like the patriarchs
acclaimed in Hebrews, she 'died in faith, not having received
the promises, but having seen them afar off.' (Hebrews 11:13)
She enters her new life with proven faithfulness - a flying start
to a celestial ministry.
David's mind danced with a glorious plan. He would build a temple
to honour the God he loved. God turned him down, but study the
Lord's reply. First he commended David for his noble desire. (1
Kings 8:18) (Esteemed nineteenth century preacher and Bible scholar,
F. B. Meyer, goes as far as concluding from this that our Lord
credits to us the goals we would have achieved had we been permitted
the opportunity.) Then God promised David a future glory beyond
what he had dared hope for. King David was stunned. He had been
seeking to bless the One who had lavished blessings upon him and
in a stoke God had reversed the scene and was promising David
even richer blessings. (2 Samuel chapter 7) God's commendation
for the desire and a future beyond what one dared hope - declined
ministry offers might not be so bad after all.
Even before he gained the throne David had uncovered a divine
principle pertinent to this discussion. With his men, he had set
off at a furious pace in pursuit of the Amalekites who had decimated
their village and taken their wives and children captive. By the
time they reached the ravine, a third were too exhausted to continue.
The rest pushed on, overtook the Amalekites, and somehow mustered
the strength to defeat them. As the victors returned, the baser
ones began murmuring, 'Why should the wimps who stayed behind
share the booty? They've been holidaying while we've been spilling
our blood. Let's return their families but keep the plunder to
ourselves.' The man after God's heart - the one chosen as living
proof that God does not look upon outward appearance - rebuked
them. It is God, not human strength, that brings victory and those
who missed the battle were just as keen as those who fought. It
became a permanent ordinance for the people of God that those
staying behind with the supplies be rewarded as handsomely as
those who enter the battle. (1 Samuel 30:23-25)
It's our passion, not our achievement, that counts with God. So
nothing, not even the thought that Christ could return tomorrow,
should hinder our quest for ministry. (Luke 12:35-48)
'Therefore, my beloved brethren, be steadfast, unmovable, always
abounding in the work of the Lord, for you know your labour in
the Lord is not in vain.' (1 Corinthians 15:58)
Jamie Buckingham describes the great love Kathryn Kuhlman had
for the sick - a love intensified to almost tangible radiance
whenever she pressed an ailing babe to her bosom, or tearfully
hugged an alcoholic. The love of God, caught by a heart that could
know no lover but the Holy Spirit and rainbowed through an empty
womb, became a distinctly feminine love; love of a hue so special
that it could only shine from an unfulfilled woman who had brought
her pain to Jesus. 'No man could have ever loved like that,' writes
Buckingham. 'It took a woman, bereft of the love of a man, her
womb barren, to love as she loved.' In her younger days, however,
she came within a hair's breadth of losing her ministry by marrying
a divorced preacher.
In the South Sea Islands - where beautiful, highly promiscuous,
nude women mobbed unmarried men fresh from conservative Britain
- tragedy struck. Marriage might have rendered them less vulnerable.
On most mission fields, however, the greatest danger fell on married
women. Had early missionaries treated New Testament teaching on
singleness less as a Pauline eccentricity and more as a manifestation
of God's benevolent wisdom, (1 Corinthians 7) an appalling amount
of death and suffering would have been averted. In harsh, disease-riddled
environments and an era when little was known about birth-control,
child-bearing killed vast numbers of female missionaries. And
the infant mortality rate was horrific. The dangers were great
for all missionaries, but so many married women died that it was
not too unusual for male missionaries to marry three times. One
buried seven wives. I can only admire the enormous sacrifices
godly women made for Christ in foreign lands, but I wonder whether
they all died solely for Christ or whether some died because they
preferred marriage to the solitude of singleness - a solitude
tortuously accentuated by living in a foreign culture.
Today - though it's marriages, not women, that face a frightening
mortality rate - high stakes and powerful forces still rule the
marriage game.
More than almost any other decision, our resolution of the marriage
issue shapes our lives and shrinks or expands our life's work.
'Family problems,' wrote Harold J. Westing, 'are the number one
cause on the missionary casualty list.' Remain single, and some
ministry opportunities remain closed. Marry a divorcee, and in
some circles various ministry possibilities evaporate.
Baptist Billy Graham married a Presbyterian who refused to accept
Baptist beliefs. Perhaps it helped in the long term, but in the
early days it threatened his ministry.
If the decision is still within your grasp, prayerfully consider
the ministry implications before acting as if you were a slave
to passion, rather than a slave of Christ. If you are already
married, do everything to nurture that union to make it the best
possible instrument for the Lord to wield for his glory.
Tragically, the people most potentially worthy of heaven's thunderous
applause sometimes forget that self-denial loses its virtue when
it inflicts involuntary suffering on loved ones. Married men are
particularly prone to the noble sacrifice that turns sour. Like
a powerful missile seconds from blast off, our sights can be so
mindlessly locked on to a worthy target that we are a danger to
anyone near us.
A pastor who was spearheading a significant breakthrough in an
ethnic community, confided that his marriage was floundering.
Overcome by the need in the community, he would have a guilt attack
whenever he spent time with his family. I thought afterwards (that's
when most of my gems turn up) I should have reminded him, 'With
millions of Christians at God's disposal, our Lord has only to
whisper and suddenly your community would be the focus of more
evangelistic effort than you could ever equal. No evangelist is
indispensable. Your marriage role, however, is far more serious.
God cannot give your wife another husband - unless he kills you.'
Tend the marriage garden; nurture its delicate joys, not to withdraw
into hedonism, but to avoid the complacency that turns a work
of God into a desert.
If anyone ever had cause for complacency it was Adam. His was
a marriage made in heaven. Like no other romance it had all the
ingredients for the endless bliss reserved for fairy-tales. Yet
even Eve, literally made for Adam, led her God-given partner into
a spiritual nightmare.
Whether you are single, married or whatever, your marital status
is a bed of roses, complete with thorns. Cultivate this garden
with tender, holy devotion and, in season, your life will fill
with fragrant beauty. Treat it roughly, and you'll bleed.
It was the most thrilling moment of his life. Isaiah was about
to receive his call. Suddenly he was seized by an overwhelming
consciousness of his 'unclean lips'. (Isaiah 6:5-9)
Simon Peter fell before Jesus. 'Depart from me, I'm a sinner!'
he blurted out. It was then that he received his call. (Luke 5:8-11)
Scripture outlines the qualities God looks for when choosing people
for the ministries of elder, bishop, deacon
and widow. (1 Timothy 3:1-13; 5:3-14; Titus 1:5-11) Prominence
is given to moral attributes. The 'defiled and unbelieving', says
Scripture, are unfit for any kind of service. (Titus 1:15-16)
It is the person who walks in a manner 'worthy of the Lord' who
is 'fruitful in every good work'. (Colossians 1:10) Everyone who
cleanses himself 'will be a vessel for honour, sanctified and
useful for the Master, prepared for every good work.' (2 Timothy
2:21)
Joseph was so straight God made him a ruler. As humour, that might
be weak, but as a truth it is powerful.
If the stench of self is contaminating our efforts, it's no wonder
success treats us as if we have B.O. Ministry without morality
is ministry without God. It's as useless as a meal without food
offered to a starving world.
Anyone unwilling to be rid of sin, has not only no ministry, but
no place in the kingdom. (Matthew 7: 21-23; 1 Corinthians 6:9-11;
Galatians 5:17-21; Ephesians 5:3-8; Colossians 3:5-9; Revelation
21:8) It is that serious. If you fail to grasp this, you fail.
We've felt the sickening thud as Christian superstars crash. If
a man in the pew falls, few hear of it and the damage is contained.
Satan gains more by bringing down key people. If we can barely
survive on the fringe, dare we approach the vortex of Satan's
fury? If our act is sometimes unseemly, dare we move into the
spotlight?
Future service may bring us under the relentless eye of the public.
Now is the time to shed ourselves of everything not Christlike.
Any attempt to delay this purging may embarrass both us and the
Lord. The time already past is more than sufficient for acting
like the godless. (1 Peter 4:3)
Ministries wrecked on the rocks of greed and lust have sent shock
waves around the globe. God has allowed ravaging publicity that
the whole world may fear. And we dare not imagine there are only
a few sins God hates. Any lack of self-control is likely to cause
wait problems.
The following, though an arbitrary example in an ocean of possibilities,
should suffice to warn us from the treacherous rocks lurking beneath
the inviting waters of moral compromise.
Perhaps you have heard the expression, 'speaking evangelastically'.
You know I love a laugh, but I can't smile at God's people telling
lies in the name of Christ. This is serious. Dishonesty is sin.
Each time an exaggeration is brought to light, a cloud of scepticism
darkens the real work of Christ. New Christians can be so shaken
as to endanger their spiritual walk.
Christian exaggerators are under enormous pressure to protect
their deception. With their every struggle they sink lower.
We all want to tell of our triumphs rather than our defeats. It
is easy to imagine such selective truth-telling magnifies God.
Yet even this distortion could have dire results, pushing sensitive
believers into despair because their lives do not approach the
synthetic success stories they hear.
But who has the courage to be totally honest? To bear the pain
of righteous living requires divine strength. Now is the moment
to seek it. Why not pray this instant?
After years of intense experience and prayer for young people
dominated by powerful addictions, David Wilkerson found the three-pronged
weapon for crushing the power of besetting sin. It is so thoroughly
Scriptural and so workable that thousands, probably millions,
of us have received this revelation independently. Not only does
it work, it applies to every area of spiritual life I can think
of. Here is my version:
1. Desperately want God's best (in this case, victory over temptation).
2. Be convinced that your resources are woefully inadequate. Recognise
that if it were up to you, you would never make it. Cease struggling.
3. Know that because of his incomprehensible, unstoppable, Calvary-proven
love, his rock-solid commitment to his word and his white hot
yearning to be glorified in you, the Most High will miraculously
intervene in your life, giving you total victory. Against this
knowledge, Satan is helpless. He can do nothing but bluff. Giving
in to temptation is like handing over your valuables to a fierce-looking
weakling brandishing a cardboard gun. Christians are never overpowered
by temptation, we simply surrender before discovering that temptation's
pull is hopelessly out-matched by the power of the invincible
God who dwells within us.
Reading about this weapon will deliver you no more than reading
a cookbook will feed you. As God's gladiator you must clasp that
weapon and do battle in the power of the risen Lord.
Every few years new movements sweep the Christian world, emphasising
particular biblical truths. God may well be in many of these but,
sadly, it seems that for every truth rediscovered, another slips
from our grasp. When I compare myself and other present day Christians
with past generations, what shames me most is that few of us ache
for righteousness. We might fast for a supernatural experience,
but for holiness ...? The power previous generations craved was
power over sin - habits, selfishness, anger, covetousness, lust
- not power over circumstances. For many of us, the miraculous
- power over nature - is the ultimate. Power over our own nature
languishes low on our priorities.
'It is not great talents God blesses, wrote Robert Murray McCheyne,
so much as great likenesses to Jesus.' McCheyne spoke with authority.
He lived just thirty years - only a dozen as a Christian - yet
after more than a century this Scottish pastor is still revered.
A holy minister, he believed, is an awesome weapon in the hand
of God.
God has a goal for your life. It's bigger than ministry. It is
a goal so vast that everything that touches you works toward it.
(Romans 8:28-29) God's goal is that you become Christ-like. (1
Corinthians 15:49; 2 Corinthians 3:18; 1 John 3:2)
The final reward
Wedding bells
Pure as the driven smog