The Quest For Fulfilment
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Chapter 3: A Ministry Guaranteed
Most of us, ably supported by Satan, are unnecessarily harsh on
ourselves. This self-inflicted, satanically-enhanced torture can
wound deeply. We may presently be so hurt and agitated that we
can't be sufficiently still to hear God's call, or are too despondent
to amass the faith to embrace his challenge. In this and the next
three chapters, we will look to the Lord for healing and inspiration.
With our hurts healed and the pressure eased, we can maximise
the benefits of the remainder of the book and be equipped to enter
the fulfilment we were created for.
Portions of this book are devoted specifically to readers who
feel they had their chance at ministry and have lost it forever,
but we will start with more general considerations. Before we
do, however, why not, for at least a few moments, passionately
ask your Healer to touch you as you read these pages? From him
alone flows everything you need.
Scripture's silence implies Jesus spent most of his time on earth
doing almost nothing worth mentioning. This impression is amplified
by the shock registered in his old acquaintances at the thirty-year-old's
miracles. More astounding still is that even his teaching and
wisdom surprised people who had heard him all his life. (Mark
6:1-3; Luke 4:22) Thirty years! That's over ninety percent of
his earthly life.
Dare we say that during this time the Sovereign Lord of Glory
was useless, or a failure? The very thought is blasphemous! You
know God's Son is of infinite worth because of who he is, not
for what he does.
Well, remember that you, too, are God's child. You have already
attained the highest status.
Real significance and fulfilment can only be found in your union
with Christ. To seek them through what you do is to chase a vapour.
For starters, it's a perversion akin to parents looking to their
children for things that should only be found in their marriage
partner. Secondly, earthly service is temporal. Will you suddenly
decline in value when age forces retirement upon you? You were
created for the security that only God can offer.
To look to anything other than Christ for our sense of worth is
like a commoner made royalty by her marriage to the king, hoping
her trinkets will make her important.
Performers often gauge their success by how much people pay to
hear them. The King of glory paid the highest conceivable price
- the staggering cost of his Son's life - just to be close to
you. That's how precious you are. Furthermore, he has made you
heir to heaven's riches, destined to reign with eternal honour.
As God's heir, you are of such mind-boggling importance that nothing
- not even the greatest achievement - could increase your significance.
If we seem to be achieving nothing, it is usual to feel like second-hand
chewing gum. No matter how real the feeling, however, to give
credence to the illusion is to throw one's brains away. It is
human to suffer irrational feelings but only the hopelessly insane
are compelled to believe those feelings. Only people living
in a land of fairies and goblins have the right to surrender to
feelings of inferiority. Though you feel as cherished as a lump
of soap at a boys' camp, to God you are priceless. You may seem
as useful as an inflatable anchor, but with God, no one is useless.
Our mighty Lord can use anything for any purpose. Look at the
tiny book of Jonah. God used a storm, heathen sailors, a sea-creature,
a plant and a grub, as well as moody, heartless, rebellious Jonah.
(Jonah 1:4,12,15,17; 2:10; 4:6 ff) Centuries later, the Lord even
made a Messianic prophet out of the man who sentenced Jesus to
death. (John 11:49-51)
One of the things that transformed the great evangelist D. L.
Moody was the sudden realisation that 'It was not [the famous
preacher, Charles Haddon] Spurgeon who was doing that work: it
was God. And if God could use Spurgeon, why should he not use
me?'
Was that same God who mightily worked in Spurgeon and then in
Moody suddenly incapacitated when he took up residence in you?
Dare you claim that your weakness could weaken God?
If the Lord could work only through people of a certain calibre,
the Most High would be impotent and dependent upon human abilities.
That's unthinkable. Either God can move the world through you
or he isn't God. (Eg, 2 Chronicles 14:11; Isaiah 40:29) Incompetence
melts in the presence of omnipotence.
So if the Lord appears not to be using you, it cannot be because
you lack ability. In fact, God delights in displaying his majesty
by employing those who seem hopelessly inadequate. (Eg, 1 Corinthians
1:26-29; 2 Corinthians 12:9-10)
And I hope you know enough about God to realise that it cannot
be because he does not love you! What more could the One who died
for you do to prove his love? Let's not slander the Holy One by
imagining infinite love is so fickle that it fluctuates according
to a person's physical attractiveness, popularity or talent.
By making you feel as if God loves you less than certain other
Christians, it seems as if Satan is attacking your self-esteem,
but he isn't. He is attacking the integrity of God. He is hissing
that God's love is so inadequate that it is only people who have
certain qualities whom God can love or be gracious to. That's
a lie! God's love toward you is perfect. GOD IS FOR YOU. He's
cheering you on. He's on your side!
In this world, success is often relative - the closer the relative,
the higher you go. Don't decry the system: remember who you
call Father.
Christian, you are the focus of divine love; filled with the majesty
of Almighty God; spiritually enthroned with Christ in his heavenly
palace; granted the highest level of access to the greatest Person
and the holiest place. (Ephesians 2:6; Hebrews 10:19-22) You are
the work of divine hands, made perfect in Christ Jesus. And enshrined
within your being resides the infinite power of the sovereign
Lord. (1 Corinthians 6:19; Ephesians 3:20) How dare you think
you're useless!
Top fashion model Claudia Schiffer has been nominated the most
beautiful woman in the world. Yet as a teenager, she concluded
from her lack of popularity at school that she was not beautiful.
We make a similar mistake in assuming that if we are not popular
with people, we lack what it takes to make it in a big way with
God.
In 1943 five missionaries tried to establish links with an unreached
tribe in Bolivia. Not only did they fail, it cost them their lives.
It took the wisdom and perseverance of Joe Moreno, using an entirely
different tack, to achieve what the five could not do. Joe was
a sixth-grade drop-out; a middle-aged farm labourer with three
children who had been abandoned by his wife. He considered himself
unworthy of the title 'missionary' yet he achieved more than those
he revered. The lower you are, the stronger God's urge to lift
you high. (Job 5:11; Psalm 113:7-9; Isaiah 40:4; Ezekiel 17:24;
21:26; Luke 1:52-3; 1 Corinthians 1:26-29)
If you have so far achieved little, it says nothing of God's plans
for you, nor of his evaluation of your worth. Prized silverware
is reserved for special occasions. The fact that it is rarely
used hardly means it is of little value. A craftsman will use
some tools more than others, simply because they have different
functions. Frequency of use in no way indicates quality, nor the
craftsman's pride in the tool. No one in a right relationship
with God has a sane reason for feeling inferior to people who
are used often.
Unfortunately, intellectual assent is easier than feeling inwardly
convinced.
One has simply to consider the plight of skinny girls who see
themselves as fat to realise that a wrong mental image of ourselves
can be so powerful as to resist all logic. Anorexia can so grip
its victims as to defy what their eyes tell them, what the scales
tell them, what other people tell them. Such a mind set can kill.
Spiritually, the forces of deception arrayed against us are no
less intense and the stakes can be eternal.
Throughout our lives we are subjected to the brain-washing of
a godless world that values even its own not for who they are
but for what they do. It is vital that we counter-attack, constantly
expanding our minds with God's estimation of our worth; persistently
rejecting the human vantage point. (2 Corinthians 5:16-17) Diligent
attention to reprogramming our minds will slowly loosen the strangle-grip
of those deceptive feelings of worthlessness. (Romans 12:2)
We need more than this, however.
While some mental patients have delusions of grandeur, we suffer
the opposite psychosis. Relative to who we are, God's children
- even those with dangerously inflated egos - have delusions of insignificance.
The instant we were born-again, our status and potential rocketed
out of this world, leaving our self-image floundering somewhere
between earth and reality. The gulf between who we really are
and who we think we are is so serious and so beyond our normal
comprehension (Ephesians 3:19-20; 1 John 3:1-2) that we literally
need divine psychiatric help. (Ephesians 1:16-19; Colossians 1:9;
Philemon 6. The psychiatric definition of a delusion is a false
notion that cannot be altered by reasoning or by demonstration
of the facts.) A major task of the Holy Spirit is to help us grasp
the enormity of what has happened to us. (John 16:14; 1 Corinthians
2:9-15; 1 John 4:13; Ephesians 3:3-5; John 14:26; 16:13) It is
vital that we keep probing the Scriptures (2 Corinthians 4:6-7)
and pleading for spiritual revelation. We are like paupers ecstatic
because we think we have inherited $10,000, when we've actually
received $1 billion. We live chronically impoverished lives and
the less we know of our spiritual inheritance, the greater the
tragedy.
So to mental discipline add the spiritual therapies of faith,
prayer, study, revelation, and submission to the Holy Counsellor.
By drawing on these vast resources, banish every thought that
having a ministry could boost your personal worth. Drown the doubts,
insecurities and guilt feelings. Cling to the emphatic Word of
God which affirms that God's estimation of you is far too immense
for human fame or shame to budge it. (Eg, Galatians 2:6; Ephesians
6:9; Job 34:19) Whether the high point of your Sundays is counting
the souls you have won or counting the specks on the your pew,
the King delights in you.
Nevertheless, as an eagle is made to soar, and a yacht to sail,
you were made for ministry. As every father worthy of the name
has a dream for his children, God has a dream for you. A powerful
ministry has been God's plan for you (John 15:16) since before
the creation of the world. (Jeremiah 1:5; Ephesians 1:4) And Christ
came to release you into all you were born for. As surely as the
Son of God died to give you eternal life, he died to give you
a vital ministry. (Romans 7:4; Ephesians 2:8-10; Titus 2:14) It
is as certain as your salvation that you will contribute to the
glory of the majestic Lord of lords. (John 17:10; Romans 8:32;
9:23; Ephesians 1:11-12; Philippians 1:6; 1 Thessalonians 5:23-24;
2 Thessalonians 1:10-12; 1 Peter 5:10)
We are often harassed by the fear that our lives will be unproductive.
So let's pamper ourselves, piling reason upon liberating reason
why such fears are groundless.
Through Christ, God has gloriously equipped us to meet all his
requirements, the greatest of which is that we love. Yet love
is a useless frustration if we cannot express it by genuinely
helping people. (Compare Proverbs 27:5; James 2:16; 1 John 3:18)
So we can be sure that Christ, who wants us to love, will empower
us to contribute significantly to the good of others and of God
himself.
God has invested too highly in your ministry to let it fizzle.
The invincible Lord has surrounded you with spiritual helps, not
to mollycoddle, but to mould you into a key person in the advance
of the Kingdom. God has given you a Bible, for instance, because
the wants to train you for service. (2 Timothy 3:16-17) And this
is why he has appointed pastors, teachers, and the like. Your
Father established these positions not to do all the ministry
but to equip you for ministry. (Ephesians 4:12) If the
church is an army, the clergy are, at most, tacticians and instructors.
I don't know of many successful armies in which the tacticians
go to war, and everyone else stays in bed. Each individual in
Christ's army has a vital contribution in the intricately complex
and glorious purposes of God. (Romans 12:4-6; 1 Corinthians 12:7,
21-27)
Paul expressed the heart of God in a divinely-inspired prayer
that his readers be 'fruitful in every good work.' (Colossians
1:10) This is the will of God for you; (2 Corinthians 9:8; 2 Thessalonians
2:16-17; 2 Timothy 2:21; Hebrews 13:21; 2 Peter 1:8) the passion
of the One for whom nothing is too hard.
Though the Lord is utterly unselfish, (Romans 8:32; James 1:5)
for a moment we'll look past this irrefutable fact to glimpse
another truth. Even if it were somehow possible for the Giver
of every good gift to be selfish, he would still give you a fruitful
ministry because it exalts him. 'Herein is my Father glorified,'
said Jesus, 'that you bear much fruit.' (John 15:8)
Every law of physics depends on the integrity of God. The fabric
of the entire universe is held together by his word. (Hebrews
1:3) Nonetheless, you could distrust his intractable commitment
to keeping his word and still have no excuse for doubting that
he longs to make your life productive. Your fruitfulness glorifies
God. If he did not employ you for his honour, he would be hurting
himself.
Paint in your mind a single father who so loves his retarded child
that he invests his life into that child, doing everything in
his power to encourage, train and bring that child up perfectly.
See people ridiculing the father for wasting his time on the child.
See others criticising his methods. The more that child succeeds,
the more the father is vindicated and honoured, right? And the
more you succeed, the more the God who brought you into this world,
nurtured and trained you, is honoured.
If even a pip, buried in muck and forgotten, can produce a bountiful
harvest, your life will definitely be fruitful. The Lord who ladens
the vine with fruit that delights the eater, will ensure you bear
fruit that refreshes the world.
It's not my purpose to get into heavy Bible expositions. (Even
in the last few paragraphs, the best parts are in the footnotes.)
Just bear with me for a page while we get our facts straight.
We can then stride forward in confidence.
We'll start with the most complex.
'Unto every one of us is given grace ...' (Ephesians 4:7) This
is the sort of verse you could walk past a thousand times and
never find the hidden treasure. Secreted within that curious word
'grace' is something momentous.
Paul had used the term just moments earlier. (Ephesians 3:2,7,8)
A retreat to these occurrences is most illuminating.
'I was made a minister, according to the grace of
God given to me by the effectual working of his power. To me ...
is this grace given, that I should preach ...' (Ephesians
3:7,8 - italics mine)
Can you see it? In this context, 'grace' is a calling and empowering
for ministry. (For further confirmation, see Ephesians 3:2; Acts
14:26; Romans 1:5; 12:6,3; 15:15-16; 1 Corinthians 3:10; 15:10;
2 Corinthians 9:8)
Adding our new understanding of 'grace' to our text unlocks what
Paul was saying: every one of us is given a supernatural calling
and empowering for ministry. Moreover, the verse continues, the
equipping for ministry each believer receives is distributed,
not according to our worthiness (thank God), or our abilities,
but 'according to the measure of the gift of Christ'. (Ephesians
4:7)
I think you'll agree that there is nothing stingy about Christ!
If for you he did not withhold even his last drop of blood, can
there be anything he would keep from you? (Romans 8:32) Furthermore,
his riches are inexhaustible. (A few verses earlier, Paul liked
grace with the 'unsearchable riches of Christ.' (Ephesians 3:8))
What measure, then, do you think God used when he infused you
with his power for ministry?
I dare conclude you must be extravagantly outfitted for exploits
worthy of the Lord of hosts. (See eg, Colossians 1:29; Ephesians
3:20) Your invisible union with the Godhead has opened a floodgate.
To underestimate the consequences is an insult to the eternal
Fountain of all love, power, wisdom, ability and splendour.
If Paul has scrambled your brain, try Peter for mind-blowing simplicity:
'As every person has received a gift, minister the same one to
another, as good stewards of the manifold grace of God.' (1 Peter
4:10)
Wow! That's worth reading a second time.
To leave us in no doubt, a third epistle pounds the point, affirming
that resident within each believer is a ministerial gift. (Romans
12:5-8) Moreover, it is not God's intention that we fill our grave
with this enormous potential still dormant. Romans, like
1 Peter, commands each of us to use our gift in ministry.
That's electrifying! We each have a gift, the source of which
is the omnipotent Lord of glory, and he expects us to employ that
holy gift in divinely significant service. Seeded within you is
a divine endowment for ministry; a time-bomb set to shower everyone
near you with the glory of God.
God's opinion of our abilities far exceeds what most of us would
dare imagine. Through you, the sovereign Lord wants to express
his divinity, reveal his splendour and rescue a needy world -
through your hands, your words, your personality. He longs to
release you into all you were born for - Creator and creature
working in union to accomplish the impossible. If within you there
is any inadequacy, anything obstructing you from illustrious service,
any genuine reason for feeling inferior, it was not put there
by the Omnipotent One and he longs to brush it aside so that you
can display his beauty. With your Lord insurmountable barriers
dissolve into spider's webs.
You may feel incapable of significantly contributing to the body
of Christ; doomed to eke out a bleak existence on heaven's unemployment
line. But you now have sound scriptural authority for rejecting
these notions as simply unpleasant, deceptive feelings.
Feeling useless
Limitless potential
Reprogramming our minds
Destined for ministry: a scriptural
certainty