Hebrews 6:4-6 For it is impossible for those who were once enlightened, and have tasted of the heavenly gift, and were made partakers of the Holy Ghost, And have tasted the good word of God, and the powers of the world to come, If they shall fall away, to renew them again unto repentance; seeing they crucify to themselves the Son of God afresh, and put him to an open shame.” (KJV)

Introduction by Grantley Morris

Despite being a Christian for very many years, Lynne regularly enjoyed in her fantasies wild sex with animals. She had what she believed to be an imaginary friend and stumbled upon a www.net-burst.net webpage about how, for Christine, imaginary friends had turned out to be demons. (Part of Christine’s testimony appears on the previous page: Forsaken by God?)

Slowly and reluctantly, Lynne came to the devastating conclusion that her imaginary friend was actually a demon. She contacted us and was soon totally delivered, but not before demons had manifested themselves to her in such a way that it become undeniably obvious to her that she indeed been intimate with demons.

I questioned Lynne as to whether she wanted me to share these facts and provide her real name in this testimony. She replied:

Yes, you may use anything I have written – including the sex with demons – and you may use my real name. Seriously, I’m not nervous or afraid of this. I don’t want anyone experiencing what I experienced.

People need to know they do not have to live this way. Yes, there is a way out, and that way is Jesus Christ. He died on that cross for all my sins. He only has a problem if I willfully continue in my sins....yet there is still forgiveness, if I regret my sin and seek forgiveness through Jesus.

Soon after Lynne had forced the demons to leave her by commanding them to do so in Jesus’ name, she joined the Net-Burst.Net Prayer Team and read a prayer request that shook her. Below is the e-mail she sent me about it.






I received the prayer request about “B" who is struggling with the sixth chapter of Hebrews. I decided to read it so I would know how to pray for him better.

I’m thinking he’s probably having trouble with verses four to six because when I read them yesterday I also had trouble. In an instant I felt this cold chill and immense feeling of fear come over me, and I felt all the progress I’ve made over the last few months go right out the window.

As I read it the thought speared my heart, “All the sexual acts you’ve taken part in – both spiritually and physically – are way too perverted to have any chance for Christ’s forgiveness again. How could you have sex with animals, enjoy it, and ever expect God to take you back? That’s just sick!! God is righteous and pure and would never have anything to do with me. I had my chance and I blew it.”

I thought that way for a few hours last night, and I really felt myself sinking into despair. Within about five minutes I began contemplating engaging in every sin and bondage I’d worked so hard to be free from. I even wondered about cutting myself.

And then it hit me: Satan is using this passage to create despair, depression, and desperation in my mind. He is trying to stop me from going forward in God’s will and good plan for my life. He is trying to steal the peace I have through Christ Jesus.

2 Timothy 1:7 For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.(KJV)

I don’t know what that fourth verse in Hebrews 6 means. I’m not a Bible scholar. But I do know this: Nothing can separate me from the love of God and with God all things are possible – not in my own strength – but through his strength, power and mercy. God will never leave me nor forsake me but, I could choose to leave Him. I did choose to leave him at one time, but now I’m back. “B” can come back too. My heart hurts for him so much. I don’t know what to say to him, but I’m definitely praying for him.

I can see that these prayer requests are twofold. My prayers help the person I’m praying for, but they can also strengthen me and my resolve in my walk with Christ. Praise God!!!

Here’s a couple of comments of mine on what Lynne wrote:

 . . . way too perverted to have any chance for Christ’s forgiveness again.

It is glorifying to God to think that he is not loving enough to forgive everyone who repents? Did Christ not suffer enough to bear the penalty for all sin? Should he have suffered more to make his sacrifice adequate?

God is righteous and pure and would never have anything to do with you.

On the contrary, God is too righteous not to forgive!

1 John 1:9 If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.

I really felt myself sinking into despair.

When we feel this way, who benefits? God? Us? Only the devil benefits. And that indicates the source of the feeling.

But I do know this . . . God will never leave me nor forsake me

Lynne is here quoting Hebrews 13:5. She is quoting from the very book of the Bible that had previously upset her. By doing so she was putting that disturbing verse back into the biblical context, and the full biblical revelation – expounded in detail elsewhere on this site – is that God forgives and accepts all who come to him through Christ, no matter how atrocious and repeated their sins.

We must remember that the book of Hebrews was written to Jewish Christians who were teetering on the edge of abandoning faith in Christ and returning to Judaism. That is why the whole book keeps emphasizing that Christ is greater than Moses and better than animal sacrifices. No one can enjoy God’s cleansing while they suppose there a way of getting right with God other than through Christ.

Hebrews 10 warns those who “deliberately continually keep on sinning” but even if a person keeps falling, no one who wants to stop sinning can be said to be deliberately continuing to sin.

Next Testimony:

Extreme grace: A Christian who kept doing all he could to force God to reject him


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